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Have mixed feelings now. Hm. Maybe for the first time in a while now. I realise my emotions don't really linger for long. I ought to make it so. Such that my happiness will stay there, forever. (: I'm sad, angry, afraid but too, happy. Ironic, I know. But why? Why is it always happening so. I feel like a complete idiot. I do my part but to have no return. Hm whatever.

Hey! (: How's all? Fine? (:
To Elsia : Girl, you take care alrights. I'll always be here for you luhs! Love yahs. (: and do tell me what happend?
Today supposedly reached school at 7, however I decided to go JooSeng with dad to accompany him and eat. Or else poor him will be so lonely. So I reached school at 7.20 instead. Saw JULIANA ONG. PEISHI. SEON. alright. Ju was so bloodaye high. Guess it's due to her return! (: she's excited. I was blooday tired so I couldnt really find the humor in whatever she did. =/
Training. I tried my best to do well today! I tried to receive the balls. Tried to jump. But I felt like I just put on like a few hundred kilos and couldnt lift my legs to jump up high. And my hands! shit. It's not doing me any good alright. I'm getting slower in my hands aspect! Spiking. I am slower! Now i'm blooday slow. And due to my "slow hands", my javelin is getting from bad to worse. ='/ shhhheeeeeshhhh. =(

Tmr is javelin trgn. Hope all goes well, huh? (: It's another 5 days and 21hours.

DANCED- 3:57 PM